Uneasiness

Let's describe my campus life is like a spring, compressed to its limits. Stress, pressure, date line pressing on mercilessly. Once graduated, burden lifted. The compressed bounced off like jack-out-of-the-box. Bouncing aimlessly, no specific direction. Being jobless after graduation, is like being lost in a desert. If you don't find a way to escape soon, the desert will rob off your physical strength and your mental abilities. Being jobless causes stress, humiliation and frustration. To me, stress triggers skin allergies, and allergies means sleepless nights.
Well, I would like thank my friends who giving me all sorts of excuses to walk out of the house to "drink tea", catch a movie, do window shopping, house hunt and the list goes on.

Now, I got a job. Extremely relieved. I like to shout out, "I'm free!". Free from endless job hunts and disappointing interviews. This coming Monday will be my first day working. I started to feel unease. Last two days, I'd been thinking that was I dreaming when I received the call about the job offer, as the call for the offer letter did not arrive.

Today, I've got that call. Yet, I worried about other things. When am I going get my employee card? Who should I meet at my first day? There so many question popping out in my head till it hurts. Ouch!

Well, I'll keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best. "Fighting!" - Korean style of kambatte.