Gathering scattered memories - Chat notes

After more than one month of restless and chaotic moments, we finally survived from the terrible “war” time. Now, retired from the army and from the hectic days, most of my team-mates resolved to soak in their entertainment mode (good rest, watch drama, etc), however I strangely ended up cleaning both my room and my pc. I wondered how long did I stayed in this dusted-filled room. My room looks like a miniature jungle at one corner (my roommates corner looks absolutely fit for normal gal to live in while mine is well is much like ‘jungle’). And my poor pc with only 20G space had been used up till remaining 1.8G space, is packed with all types of heavy duty software. Just imagine I need to wait for 10minutes just to start up my pc~!

Using up my remaining energy (with only 4 hours sleep is never enough), I cleared all the “rubbish” on the table. I have not seen the table surface for ages. It is covered with rough papers, notes, stationary, receipts, eye drops, lozenges and wires. At the same time, I uninstall all the software which I would never need to use it again after the war time. However I only managed to uninstall one gigantic compiler suite. It takes up around 3G of space! Once the un-installation is complete, I have already cleared my table, swept the floor and even mopped it clean. Now my pc may finally response faster then before.

Ok, clean pc mission done, clean room mission complete. Now is to gather back all my precious notes and placed it in correct arrangement. Notes arrangement is time consuming, and tiring (probably now energy low). While clearing up my files, I found one interesting piece of chat-notes. Chat-notes are me and my friends’ faithful time-killers for boring lecture session. We write our messages, plans after class and woes on a piece of paper. The chat-notes mostly contain dialogs of two people or more. However, this memorable chat-note contains poem-novel like dialogs. I wonder whether my friend remembers what she wrote.

Below is the content of the chat-notes:
在下着雨的那一天
我心里想着一个人
突然电话响起了
有种不想听的冲动
惯了电话继续注入我的梦中
* It is raining on that day; phone alarm rang but lazy to wake up.

我把纸交给她，开始听课
这堂课，明明应该是精彩的
但是
* I passed the chat-notes to her and try to concentrate.

雨停了，已没有心情去想
他不会知道我的想法，
也不可能知道我的想法
放下心情专心听课吧！
* I have tried to persuade myself to concentrate

嗨，又开始乱乱思想了
又不专心了
想家想床
* My thoughts lingered off. I’m thinking of my comfortable bed.

心中隐隐作痛的
为什么呢？
为什么会发生这样的事情呢？
有些不甘心，但又能如何呢？
* Wondering why must I attend this class

嗨，只过了一个钟
还有半个路程，
怎样也要坚持下去
不能放弃
只有一个钟
* An hour had passed and left another hour to go, fight-o!

我想逃，逃得远远的
但事实告诉我，这是不可能的事情
* I want escape, but it is impossible.

突然我被解放了
* Class over? Can leave now?

不，结局还没完呢？
没那么容易的
* Cheh, still is not over yet.

他骗了我
* I’ve been cheated.

放弃他，别在执迷不悟了
对你没有好处的
* Don’t put too much hope on him. It will do you no good.

我时常那么想
但是每一天
我都不知不觉地
希望他会改变
* I know that. However, every passing day, I wished he will changed.