Escaping from camp

   I can't stand it anymore! Enough of those sacrastics look. If you got a problem with just speak it up. Am I so unreliable? If so, just speak it up. Geez, I had enough. I'm packing. I want to go somewhere far far away where no people knows me.


   Why in the human community we need to bother on people reactions? Why when i sense people doubt my words, I get so angry till I wish the person do not exist at all? If in heaven still need human communication to retain my existance, I rather suffer alone in hell. At very least, though extreme pain, I do not need to consider and live up to other people expectation in order to live. I'm really tired, my heart is really heavy and worst of all I'm sick and nobody is giving me a break.


   So long, torture camp! I'm leaving.