Nightmare

Terrible flu, painful sore throat and disturbing coughing for entire night. Have to sit up for better breathing. I've frequent mild asthmatic cough when I was young, but recently I carefully avoid catching a cold. Probably I was careless now. The coughing seems like forever. Sharp pain pricks at my throat everything I cough. Tears stream down. I cried for someone to save me from this horrible situation. It's a silent cry. No one listened. As tiredness overwhelmed, I slowly loss conscious. Darkness surrounds me.

Escaping from camp

   I can't stand it anymore! Enough of those sacrastics look. If you got a problem with just speak it up. Am I so unreliable? If so, just speak it up. Geez, I had enough. I'm packing. I want to go somewhere far far away where no people knows me.


   Why in the human community we need to bother on people reactions? Why when i sense people doubt my words, I get so angry till I wish the person do not exist at all? If in heaven still need human communication to retain my existance, I rather suffer alone in hell. At very least, though extreme pain, I do not need to consider and live up to other people expectation in order to live. I'm really tired, my heart is really heavy and worst of all I'm sick and nobody is giving me a break.


   So long, torture camp! I'm leaving.

My last letter before the "war"...

Dear fellow comrades,

As I penned this letter, I fear that I would not make it after the war ends, which is one week from now. Even now a small cough shall not stop me from fighting, I only fear that my will which is weakening day by day. I have staying in the army camp for months and still do not have the chance to return to my homeland. I have not had a proper meal at proper times. I was and am always hungry and I take my meal at any odd hours if food is available. The war is long and tiring. Though the FS war is over but however I still need to prepare the next war which will begin at this coming Tuesday.

In my little army group, there is a general, lieutenant 2^nd lieutenant, private Black, private Ace and private Pres. I’m the 2^nd lieutenant and private Pres is under my wing. I am thankful for the general with his strong leadership and strictness which drive the successful war campaign, also thank to 2^nd lieutenant for his heartily co-operation which make any activity easier and lastly private Pres who do not betray me during the harsh and critical hours.

That is all for now. I and lieutenant are now writing a war plan to conquer 3 countries which are Compiler, Wireless and AA. Wish us luck. And with luck, you will see me again.

*Salute*

*March off*